I would not want to be a hero, heroes die being heroes.
I would not want to be a villain cause they are hated. Villains are the misunderstood, something makes them that way. Loss, abuse as a child maybe picked on to much. They have a victim mentality and only seek to make more victims. The circle always happens this way.

Lions and Rabbits that is what it all comes down to. People getting stuck in rolls and not knowing how to transcend them. Most Villains are just rabbits in disguise.

As people we can switch rolls. Capable of being the lion or the rabbit. Yet many want to be the lions. They would rather eat the rabbits. In a fair world both can exist. Yet there is no such jungle.

Are you connected to yourself?

I don't feel like I am. I failed as a sister, I failed as an Amakura, I failed as a twin.

Between the spirit realms and the real realms.
Sometimes it is hard to balance.
Spirited away has been my fate.
Now the question is clear. Can I stop it from happening to others?
I got the camera, is that enough?

The village where it rains a lot.
People come through and die like swine.
The place sucks them dry and ..
makes more tainted ghosts.
The cycle never stops.

No one listens , or wishes to hear the warnings.
This place , no how well armed or how much power they think you have.
Swallows People up, except a the few that it spares. The ones that had
managed to resist it.

I need to find Walter. I need to stop Sae. i need to get past Red white and blue new comers. They don't know the fates that wait for them.

Nor will they believe our warnings. Idiots , more taint for the town.
The malice never goes hungry. Come here says the spider to the fly.
Let me draw you in and then you shall die.

Heaven nor Hell shall hear there cries. Roped by the town and no one will ever ask why?

Flowers still grow and the trees still bear fruit. Yet all is tainted
and cursed.

I sit by the water
I like watching the fish go by.
They rise up as I drop bread crumbs.
So into their nature
It is what they are

The rains have stopped
I better go back to looking....

A butterfly flies
Some say it is a sign when a soul that was trapped is free
I have not seen any butterflies recently.

"I am not afraid of the dark. I am afraid of what's in the dark." Dolls 1986
I like that quote. I can remember creepy dolls. The village had alot of those.
They represent the priestesses for the rituals. Tough job , glad I don't have it.
Not a great life plan either.

I love the gentle way that the cherry blossoms kissed the lapping water.

Did I live?
Was I taken by the village?
Locked in the spirit realm and for not sure how long.
The song that goes through my head at times is creepy.

I open my eyes and find myself in the jungles again.
The house should not exist. Not anymore, not here at least.


My Sister is dead and I still feel connected to her.
Renewal and chaos and I am not sure where I stand.

Sae is back as well, I have to face her.
Again......

Another Village, another country the curse spreads and never dies.

Hope....
Love....
May they both still exist.

The Tattooed Women beckons others as well.
I believe I also may have lead my brother to a bad end.

That what he is? I can't remember.

((Fatal frame 3 really messed with the series. Kei was never mentioned until 3. I wish they made it make more sense. At least follow the history of 1 and 2. Stroller granny took the cake though.))

My dreams are chaotic. The manor of sleep is it real? So many places all rolled into one. I dreamed some one came to set me free. Not sure why I was in a cage. I should know him, and I ran anyway.

There is no footpath through the ancient woods.
Where did the bell sound,
Deep in the sound, deep in the mountain?
The voice of the torrent gulps over jagged stones;
Sunlight hardly warms the bluish pines.
As dusk deepens in these unfathomable mazes,
I practice meditation
To subdue the dragon of desire.

Well not all quiet. Stikll the dreams of that place. It should be over. I don't think it is.

I dream of the flooded village. Why?

Mio was in the village. Odd, since the village was flooded. There was the ghost girl in the closet. The Malice was still there. she was not sure how that was. It seemed different like it was not on soil. It was as if the entire place was bigger then it should have been.

The bell girl screamed again "give me back my brother". Isuku was telling her she could not escape. Then he became Mayu and put her hands on Mio's neck. She snapped awake and immediately reached for her camera.

The laptop was there near the lamp. The camera obscura was next to it. She shivered a momemt and relaxed. She could not feel Mayu anymore. The village was flooded and the mansion was private property. So what was these dreams about?

Mio looked at a picture of her sister and shed a tear. The ritual was done. those souls should have been free. A seashell sat on a shelf. Inside was the Malice, hiding in it. She thought nothing of it at the momentfor how could she know?

Well still active, and I ben hunting again. Why does it never stop? I had beaten Sae. I read that Yae died at a mansion. I only wish this could all make sense.

I saw the little ghost girl again. The one with the bells. I think she moved into my closet.

I am concearned now, I was born to a cursed family line. My Grandmother Yae had tried to escape it. Sae was caught by it and turned to that thing. I brought it down, with the best film I had available.

Some one spoke of the other world. I read about it in the the Crimson Tomes. Even though All Gods Village was destroyed by a botched ritual, it did not open it up. Instead it made anger spirits and a endless loop of sacrifices. How ever that was a major risk as well. So I guess my ancestors did not entirely screw up. From what I gather the malice was needing to be fed.

I want my sister back and I miss her lots.

((Soorrry I been scarce, my computer was RIP. Plus the tech center was in disrepair.))

This sux my computer died. Not understanding this technology the repair man kept jerking me around. Trying to add up outrageous charges. I would have been better off getting a new lap top. So i'm back on this "internet" thing.

I’m still active have not done a lot of things but having a little dark room amuses me.